It’s not great being alone. I feel a little lonely. I don’t feel like this is what I want. I love playing with my kid. I like my wife’s presense, even though we don’t always agree and sometimes yell at each other. But things are much better ever since we’ve had a kid. They just improved a lot.
I keep thinking about moving back to Poland. I just think this is going to become a reality in not too distant future. I will write a post about it and possibly add a counter to my website. I am going to make it public. 2015 is the year! 2015 is the magic year! Oh, yeah!
Like I said, I would like to have two more kids, if we decide to have two, before then. Fabian will be around 8 then. He would have started school by then, but I don’t think he’s going to be disadvantaged. He can learn this stuff. I think he’s a bright kid. We’ll see.
I just love kids. Yesterday, when I went to a party, I played around with kids. Kids like to play with me as well. It’s a lot of fun, actually. It’s something that is enjoyable for me as well. That’s why I’m eagerly waiting for my son to grow so he can talk and interact more. It will be even better then!