Sometimes I doubt myself. I keep telling myself that I am stupid. I keep telling myself that I don’t deserve how much I make.
Sometimes I feel that I’m stupid.
Sometimes I feel that I don’t have any upside potential.
Then what?
Should I feel that way? Is that OK?
From past experience, this type of feeling happens from time to time.
And also, I am a loner. I don’t really like to spend my time with others. I don’t go out too much. I could spend all of the time home and be perfectly happy with it.
I am an introvert.
Back to the original question. Is it OK to feel like that?
I guess it is. It’s good to feel stupid sometimes. Just so I don’t become cocky. So it challenges me!
For instance, in situations like those, I do feel like I’m “getting” enough information from others. I am not teaching myself enough. I am not having enough domain knowledge. That’s why I need to change that!
So I should take those down moments as an opportunity to improve myself. And improve how I work!