Things have settled down a little bit today. It’s been mostly quiet. It’s a good thing. But I am finding more and more that I still don’t really know how the project works. I have to do a better job doing that. I have to do something everyday that would increase my knowledge in the product. I have to do that. Otherwise, I’m going to struggle and we’re going to struggle as a team.
I also have to be more vocal. I am still hiding sometimes. I am still afraid to talk when I have an opportunity. I don’t know if this is a real issue. When I have something to say, I say it. If not, I don’t. But in situations where I’m not sure if I should ask something, I should just go ahead and do it. I should just ask questions. I should be bold. I should be brave. I should do something that scares me every day! Put myself in a bad, challenging situation. That’s how I will improve!