Should I stay or should I go? If I go, it will be trouble; if I stay, it will be double!
I think I only have a few weeks here at Markit. When I look a year or two from now, what do I see? Do I see things getting better? I don’t think so. And that’s why I think I have to take action now. I have to think about myself. In any case, I sent out 2 resumes today. One for IBM and one for other Northern NJ job. I have 2 more that I would like to take care of either tonight or tomorrow. We’ll see what happens. I still have a fairly promising NBC opportunity. I have to get some more details about it, but so far, things are looking fairly promising!
How do I improve as a communicator? I just have to let it out. I should add humor to my responses. I should be bold and just talk freely. I have to do things differently! That’s the bottom line. And I have to stop saying “you know” as a filler word.
I like my current strategy to “change myself to change my wife.” I think our relationship improved as a result. She talks to me more and I am myself looking to talk to her more. We’ll see how it goes later on.