I feel a bit weird today. My wife took my son and went to work. She’ll come back home on Friday. Wow, that’s tough. I love Fabian. He is lots of fun. He can really make me forget about the outside world. I love it that he asks me to read for him. He really likes books. I think it’s exciting for him. He actually reads for himself a bit. He is making some funny noises. Plus, almost every day, he learns how to say a new word. It’s unbelievable how much fun he is. And the love I feel for him. It really shows when they leave town. Nostalgia really shows…
I think my ritual to wake up every morning at 5:30am is starting to work. I found out that to make myself wake up and not go back to sleep is to watch some TV right after I wake up. It’s giving me the motivation to wake up, and that’s great. But I have to watch so I don’t abuse it and start watching TV for a long time. It happens sometimes. I have to limit it to 5 or 10 minutes. But otherwise, watching TV in the morning is helping me wake up.