I have to start going to the gym. I am noticing a sensation for sweets lately. I also noticed that I have a somewhat of a belly. I will have to go to the gym on Saturdays. I pay for it. Why not use it? I like myself when I’m somewhat skinny. I don’t like to carry additional baggage. It seems like I have that baggage right now. I have to stop eating sweets as well. Why am I doing it? When stuff lies around, I tend to grab it. It’s a deficiency that I have. I don’t know what it is about me, but I just cannot tell myself “no.”
My wife is having a hard time at work. She started work for 2 weeks and yesterday she came out really burned out. She was stressed and yelled at me for making sill mistakes. Yes, they were mistakes, but she made them much bigger.
But I did not help her. She yelled/scremed/called names/etc but I just argued with her. I cannot do that. Nobody wins. It’s her fault, and she knows that, but I have to take it well and I should not care if I am being belitled. I have to ask her what I can do to help. I have to just keep quiet. And if that does not help, I have to warn her that I will leave the house. If she continues, I will just go to B&N for an hour or so. I have to try this technique.
I cannot make things worse as they already are.
But why is she so struggling at work. She’s with my son and he does not want to sleep and eat there. She worries a lot. Then she has to let him play alone and take care of the children. It’s tough on her. I should know that.