counting down

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5 days till I leave for Poland. I am really excited. In retrospect, I think I’ve done the right thing and let them go for 2 months. Money wise, I think I actually saved a little bit extra. But if you add everything up together, it almost does not make a difference.

The only big question is, is it worth it? I have to see. On the downside, I get a chance to see things from the outside – like realize that I really miss them. Or have an opportunity to read. On the other hand, not being with them, not being able to influence them is painful. But I can live with that.

Will I do it in two years? Why not. If she wants to go for two months, then why not. In all reality, it’d probably be close to 1.5 months. That’s my guess but we’ll see.

rewarding myself

How do i stay motivated? By rewarding myself!