I have another Speak and Lead meeting tonight. Things are not looking good for the club. I think it might be time to fold it. I think a lot is at stake tonight. If we get 2 members, we will most likely continue. If not, I think I’m just going to stop. I can’t really take it anymore. It’s eating up my energy. It’s killing me. I hate this constant struggle. It’s nice and convenient, but I don’t know if doing things that are not up to my standards.