I’m learning that drinking wisely is definitely a state of mind. It’s not focusing on drinking as much. It’s not putting drinking on top of the list that counts.
Yesterday I had a first glimpse of that. I was drinking. But slowly. At the same time, I was eating and enjoying myself. In the old days, I would probably just think about drinking. And perhaps over do it. No longer the case. I am not looking for that anymore. I feel much better that way.
But I have to go through a real test. Many times in order for me to change. I don’t want to brag about it any more. I said enough. Promises were made. Now it’s time to deliver.