I feel that I’m stupid a lot of times. I can’t think very fast. I get stuck.
Have I gone too far? Am I getting smarter or stupider?
Good question. I don’t know.
Overall, I think I am getting smarter. I am getting more controlled. I am getting more open, less nervous. I do think I am getting better.
So why don’t I get these complex things. What do I need to change?
I know a few things I need to improve.
I know a few skills I have that others don’t.
I am better at some things, and worse at others.
Let’s leave it at that. The takeaway is that I will do more practicing drawing. I need to get better than that. That’s a great way to explain things. I need to sharpen my “quick thinking” skills.
But some things I will not be able to change. Some things will remain the same. I will be myself and I can’t change that. If it does become bad, than what I might change is the company, but I’m hoping that doesn’t happen.