Time to adjust how I work. It’s about time. They have been gone for more than a month. And only yesterday I set my clock to original wake up time, 5:15.
Starting from today, I will write my goals before I go to sleep. Could be right after I brush my teeth. Then early in the morning I will spend 5 minutes or more writing out what I have learned. It doesn’t have to be technical. It can be family oriented. But I owe it to myself. I owe it to my family.
My wife has been complaining about me lately. I am not taking it lighly. I refuse to accept what she says. I need to take blame on my shoulder and admit that it’s my fault. It’s very hard to do. But on the other hand, that’s the only way of dealing with my wife, I think. PLus, that’s the leader’s way. On top of that, I need to argue and discuss but don’t raise my voice. I really need to calm down.
It’s been a long time. I am a bit out of touch. Things are not as they should be. Things can be better. I can make them better!
I also need to be more disciplined. When I’m tired, I need to go to sleep. I need to wake up at 6am on the weekend. If my wife asks me to stay, then I shall accomodate her. That’s why we are together. To be here for ourselves, to help each other.