Why am I allowing myself to be more motivated?
Why?
Is it because I am lazy? Part of it.
Is it because I am tired? Part of it.
Perhaps I can find a balance, set some rules. I like to go to sleep before 10pm. Perhaps I should respect that and acknowledge that I will be tired after 9. So I should go downstairs between 9:15 and 9:30. I should not be that tired at that time.
And what will I do in that time? Write some goals. Read my journal 10 and 5 years ago (wow, it’s been that long). 5 to 10 minutes altogether. I think I will find more motivation if I do that.
Can I do that? I think so.