I went over the line yesterday. I had it coming. It was fluming inside of me and it came out yesterday.
I have a hard time controlling my temper, sometimes.
Milk is spilled. I said a few things that are important. A few things for me. Things that I will change.
I challenged my wife to either start working or go to school in January. I think time has come to make changes. I can’t let her not do anything during the day. Time has come. It’s not for the money, but more for being in the flow of things, having responsibility.
From now on, I will convert to a coaching husband and a coaching father. That’s who I am. So rather than telling them, I will ask them. I will keep asking questions. Same for my wife, rather than telling her what to do, I want to keep questioning her? When she is trying to derail me, I want to stay cool and ask questions.
No more raising my voice.
That relates to my wife and to my kids.
Starting from today.
I will make those my goal till the end of 2015.
Perhaps all of this wouldn’t be needed if I was a normal person. But I am who I am. I want to make my life worth it and at the same time help others.