My desire for my wife has increased a lot lately. That’s a good thing. Well, I guess. It might not, as a lot of times I’m stuck… But overall it’s a good thing.
I am a different person. I will stay that way from now on. I am fully dedicating myself to my wife. And I will show it. I will keep showing it by doing little things here and there. Those things matter. They make a big difference. They create an environment where we support each other.
It’s been a long time coming. I will be tested. But I’ve started to look at girls differently. That’s a very nice, positive change. I hope it sticks. Because I have a lady. I have somebody supporting me. And that’s what counts. That’s they woman that counts in my life.
It might seem by this writing that I did something wrong. No. It’s a reflection I made and a few mistakes I made. Nothing big. But it made my wife feel bad. And it also made me feel bad. Why do I need to do that?
I don’t.