I still have issues with one of my habits. It’s a habit for which I’m paying incrementally $1 for. I’m at $27 dollars. But I’m thinking before I do what I’m trying to avoid. I think this technique to pay for my misbehavior actually works. I think I’m close to stopping it. I think I’m close, but I’m not sure if it is over. It will have to be seen, but now I have forces working against it, which is a good thing.
I seem to have the right attitude now towards waking up in the morning and reading for an hour. I’ve had issues with it, but now that I realized that I really have a long way to go, I seem to have a new determination and drive. It works. The bottom line, I want to keep getting better, I want to keep improving. I want to prepare for my next job, next task. If I don’t prepare, I am not going to be ready and I can pass up on the opportunity.
I am still shy. I am shy and afraid to look bad in front of the others. I cannot allow that to happen and hinder my progress. I have to open up and bolden up.