I am finally getting back to the natural flow of waking up at 5:45AM, reading tech for almost an hour, and then reading non tech. I really need to set this in stone. I still watch some TV in the morning, but it is allowing me to stay focused and not go back to sleep. It’s a risk that I am sometimes tempted to go back to sleep. By turning on the TV, the risk is much less. But ideally, I don’t want to waste any time in the morning. I have to stay awake and do as much learning in the morning as possible.
I am still not comfortable with telling a story. I get my adrenaline or pressure up there when I talk. I should relax. I should treat talking in a group just as I would be talking to a single person. I think this is key for me. I cannot overpressure myself.
I am making improvements and I think that’s the most important thing.