I am still being relatively shy. I need to be bolder. Raising my voice in a bigger environment is still a fear for me. What do I do? I should attack the fear! I like attacking my fears every day. It’s one of my goals, actually. It is something that makes me a better person. It also makes my life more interesting, and challenging.
I was going to go over my goals with my manager today. He had a rough day. It’s not a problem. For a while I felt left out. But he told me he’s going to do it with me tomorrow. Not a problem.
Fabian was crying a lot today, requiring a lot of attention. For the past two days he’s been perfect. But then there are days like today. What are you going to do. Overall, though, he’s getting better. He sleeps more. He is curious more. Oh, man, I was playing with him in the morning. I love that. He smiles so much. He even makes noises now when he smiles. He’s two months and he can do more and more. A great feeling when he does that.