My wife thinks I’m a cheapo. Am I? Should I change? I guess I need to relax a little bit. I need to at least to learn not to question/doubt the things she wants to spend. Perhaps that would be a better way to control the spending? I should probably do that.
I don’t think I’m going to change much. Nor do I want to at this point. My way has been working for me. But I do need to just keep it to myself. I cannot try to make somebody else like me. I need to ease, relax, and enjoy life a little bit. If that means spending a little more, so be it. The objective is to enjoy life as much as possible. I have to make sure others are enjoying their life as well. My family is important to me. I hope that I’m providing for them. I don’t need to make their life miserable.
My new way of giving 100% at work is working. I feel like I’m dedicated enough and I’m accomplishing much more that way. I need to figure out a way to also spend some time on dev improvement. I have not figured it out just et.
It seems like pressure is going to build at this place. I have to control it. As long as I’m giving 100%, I can’t worry about it. It’s out of my control. My goal is to give 100% is don’t worry about the rest.