Again, great to see things work. I am realizing that this is a high-pressure place. Things are expected to be completed quickly. And if not quickly, then at least with not bugs. If none of these conditions are satisfied, then it’s probably not going to work out… I get it.
And I love it!
Yes, I have to work hard. Yes, i have to work like a horse. But so what. isn’t that what I want anyway? Yes, I do.
I want a place where things are expected. I want to be in a place where “you gotta get stuff done.” Who wouldn’t love that? Exactly.
NEW PHONE
I got a new phone yesterday. They had a sale at costco for $150. Very nice deal for a great phone: Droid X. I love this power machine. It’s super fast. It gets great results. But why did I get it? I need a smartphone. Period.
MY WIFE
She gets upset when I do something that she does not like. She “loses” it a lot of times. I am not sure what I can do differently. Things are not always going to be perfect. Things are going to get “screwed up.” It’s part of life. I really have to talk it out with her. I need to offer her my help or something.
VICTOR
He’s an amazing boy. He almost never cries. Well, he does cry when he wants something. But that’s about it. It’s so fun to be with him. I do need to make sure that I stimulate him. And his brother. When I’m with him, it should be him. But of course, I can only do so much.