Am I a loner? I think so. I think I might some sort of a deficiency that makes me not want to socialize. I’d rather feel sorry than spend time with other people. That’s not good. That does not make me feel good. Sad. Yeah, that makes me sad.
But that’s who I am. That’s me.
I’ve always been that way. Do I need to change it? Do I need to be upset for that reason?
Not sure.
Sometimes I feel that way. Sometimes I feel that it’s my asset.
Even if I wanted to change it, it’s not easy. I just have to make small steps here and there so at least I don’t feel sad. Yeah, socialize more, when I can.