I am learning that I am getting tired too often. Too much. Too early.
Sometimes it is legit. After a full day of work, I really feel tired. Like after we come from vacation and I need to adjust my waking up time. Yes, I am tired that time and I have a legit reason.
Other times, I do not have a legit reason. Like on a Saturday evening, when my wife asks me to watch a movie with her, I fall asleep right away. She’s not being fair to me when she complains, but that’s besides the point. I should have a way to have more energy, to be more alive, to spend a nice time together.
That’s commitment. And I can pay for it. Even if that means waking up later the next day.
Another thing I want to do is to have more energy around my kids. I need to do that. I need to show them things. I need to play with them a bit more. Being silly with them. Whathever makes them happy.