There are good days in everyone’s life, when we think we’re on top of the world, when I think I am a special guy. When I think I have all the talent in the world.
Those are the good days.
And then I have bad days. When things don’t work. When things don’t get into my head. When I’m frustrated. When I think I’m stupid.
Those are days that I want to end. But they linger.
And then there are the normal days. Neither good or bad. I had such a day yesterday. Felt good, confident, tried to contribute.
Learning out of this is that I am who I am. I am special. With its faults. With its good parts. There is no reason to down myself. There is no reason to uplift myself. I know my biggest strenght is hard work. With hard work, I can accomplish a lot. Anything I want, actually.