I need to realize something. My kids are my life. Nothing else. I am sort of dissapointed on how I react with them when I have free time. I am really not happy how I stay passive when I am with them. I am really not happy with myself. I take my goals over theirs. I care about what I do rather than try to think where to take them, how to spend good time with them. This is really bad. It is really not the way I want to approach things. I need to change that.