I didn’t learn that my memory was bad, yesterday. I knew that. It’s making things hard for me. But I can deal with that. I have to.
I am also finding out that I am orally impaired. I can’t talk clearly. I mix things up constantly. Am I going to fast? Am I trying to be to fancy? Since I don’t think fast, perhaps I should slow down? Perhaps I should be in-synch with my brain when I talk. That will not make me as exciting, but it will make the words that come out more meaningful. I think I have to go that route.
I wished I had better memory. I wished I could talk and explain thing more clearly. But I have my other “talents,” and not everybody can do everything. Still, I don’t like to feel that way.