I noticed that I have not been reading much at work lately. I think I should find ways in which I can really help my career. I don’t know why but I am occupied by news and sports. It’s grabbing my attention. I don’t want that. I want to really focus on work-related stuff but at the same time spend 20-30% of my time on personal development. Otherwise, I am not going to become better. I am not going to feel confident and eventually I’ll probably lose it.
C’mon stas. Focus, focus, focus. Yes, polish news is important and exciting. Yes, Knicks finally might get exciting. But I can read about them at work. I can read about these things at home. And I already do!
It seems like I am spending too much time on that. I don’t want that. Too much news is not that useful anyway. Wasted time is wasted opportunity to get better.
I also have to work on my social skills. I need to develop a network of friends, a network of professional guys. I need to be able to just call people during the day. I just need to more spontanious and call guys on a weekend and orginize something. I cannot just rely on my wife. The problem and challenge with that? I have never been able to do that. This is really a big challenge for me. But I need to change that. I need to free myself a bit sometimes.